2 years ago today, the most beautiful, precious baby girl was born in Guatemala. On that day, her mom made the heartbreaking decision to make an adoption plan for her precious baby.
2 years ago today, we were eagerly anticipating our referral for a baby girl from Guatemala. We had no idea if she had been born yet or not, what she would look like, or anything else. But we knew already that we loved her.
Neither us or her first mom had any clue 2 years ago just how short her precious life would be, or how much it would change all of us forever. If we had known, everything might have been different. Her first mom might not have made an adoption plan for her. We wouldn't have accepted her referral, and we wouldn't have flown to Guatemala a few months later to meet her. We wouldn't have happily bought adorable tiny baby girl clothes and shoes and started preparing her room. We wouldn't have joyful shown her beautiful pictures to anyone and everyone who would look at them. We wouldn't have spent hours chosing just the right name for her.
Lots of people might wish, in our situation, that they had known what the future would hold so they could protect their hearts and not go through the pain of losing that sweet baby. I, on the other hand, would choose it all over again. she was worth every tear, every heartbreak, and every painful moment. Just one of her smiles could fill the whole world with light. I miss her so very much, but I am so incredibly blessed to have been her Mommy, even for just a little while.
Today Ariana would have turned 2 years old. It is hard to believe so much time has passed because I can so clearly remember every detail of the moment we found out about her and the week we spent with her. It seems like both forever and yesterday since I held her in my arms. I take so much comfort in knowing that one day in Heaven, I'll hold her again.
Happy 2nd birthday, sweet baby girl. Your family loves and misses you very much.
8 comments:
That was so beautiful. I think of her and you often, especially now with her 2nd bday.
My prayers of peace I leave with you. I am so thankful for her little life.
Happy birthday sweet Ariana!
Happy birthday!!
doesn't seem like 2 years has passed already....sending you lots of love and prayers on this special day.
oh, happy birthday, ariana!
Oh Aileen, I am so in tears reading your post. I am so incredibly sorry for your loss and I hope she is watching you with many big smiles knowing just how much she is missed and loved. Blessings my friend. Rhonda
Happy Birthday dear sweet Ariana! We think of you often. We celebrate our memory of you and miss you so very much. Love and prayers to Mommy, Daddy and family.
I love this picture of Ariana, so very sweet. My prayers are with you.
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